A wonderful Night...
I met up with him again... So nice of him asking me whether wanna go out for a spin.. Its kinda late that night when we meet up... I guess go out for a spin is not his main purpose i knew that but anyway juz love going out with him so we met up. Feels so good with him holding my hand when we stroll along the beach.. At the same time i really hate it when i knew he can never be mine... Maybe we juz miss each other's accompany but the fact is he dun love me.. sometimes thinking what's the point of being with that person when u know from the start he is not true to u? Am i still deceiving myself that i no longer love him? i dunno... All i need now is someone to accompany me n i really love his accompany.. Maybe i should leave everything as it is no matter wat happen in future i think i've get ready... juz give it all until my Mr Right appears... Love him? maybe not but juz love the feeling being with him..
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I think u're deceiving yourself.. like wat u said, probably he had problems with his gf that's why he went out for 'fresh air'.. most guys do that lo... maybe also not they wan.. jus tat when they're feeling down, u jus met them. Jus so concidence la...
U're innocent too.. cause initially u dont even know he has a gf right??
U still love him do u? Anyway, i dont see it a point to continue with him lo.. since he has been lying to u when u 2 were together.. Sometimes girls are jus dumb as to not see the points ba... All because of Love.
Time will heal ur heart.. take care~ =)
Thanks... finally somebody see me.. really touch...
I dunno whether i still love him or not i try hard not to contact him but i tell myself running away from him is not the solution to this. But i'm really at lost dunno wat to do.
我 恨 我 自 己 为 何 那 么 脆 弱 但 是 我 明 白 脆 弱 是 我 的 错 怨 不 得 人 。 有 始 至 终 都 是 自 己 的 不 坚 定 而 伤 害 了 自 己 。 好 辛 苦 ！
Thanks.. really appreciate... :)
Hee~ Yup, running away is really not the solution to it. I agreed with the last part which is in chinese...
Women are the weakest in terms of emotion.. we can be very strong in our careers, studies, sports.. etc etc... But when it comes to relationship, we became weak at it.
Give yourself some time to heal ba... really.. and you're NOT ALONE.. ok?
Jia you! =)
Thanks sweetie.. i'll be fine.. i need some time to recover but i think with him still buzzing around me its kind of difficult but still i'll try my best... Thanks!! :)
if you realie wish to let go of this r/s. STOP meeting him ba, meeting him will onli make ur heart bleed more sweetheart.
Guess that's also the only way to put this to a stop? Anyway thanks!!! :)
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