Saturday, September 08, 2007

Was on the bus today, starring blankly out of the window... Too much too much things on my mind... Realise i always think alot when i'm on bus... Is it good or bad? Or rather good cos i spend time going through what have i done n the things that going on in my life but bad cos most of the time i think negative about what's going on... HaHa!!! Stupid me....

Had been reading this book, Tuesday with Morrie, its a good book... Suddenly was thinking i always have the thought that i wun live long somehow always have a feeling i'll leave this earth early so... what is that that i wanted to do most? Recently juz feel like spending my time with the people i love... spend more quality time with them before that day comes... i'll never know when will that day be.... Probably tomorrow? or the day after tomorrow? i dunno... and i dun think i need to know... People always say "Live like there's no tomorrow" hmmm.... easy to say.... then why everybody still working like a bull? Screaming at the people they love? Cracking their brains to get more money? What if i work so hard today for tomorrow and there's no tomorrow for me? I'll have no chance to say "I Love You"... no chance to hold their hands... no chance to hug them tight... and leave them crying because they lost a chance to do the same thing back to me. I come back to the same question again.... "What is Life?"

1) Life is work hard, save hard, pay hard to get what i dream of.... At the end of my life i can't take anything with me, regret that i dun have enough time for this and that...

2) People see it as "wasting time doing nothing.. only knows how to enjoy themselves.. no responsibility to earn more money to lift off the family's financial burden, no planning for future, useless... but at the end of life can't take anything as well"

*sigh* no mood to think of other defination... mood swing now... no mood to write on.... chao.. go sleep better... but sianz i can't even rest well even if i go to sleep... having nitemares for too many nights that i'm sick of sleeping.... Agrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 Comments:

Blogger lauhero said...

hey hey, good morning, you seem to be a tempremental person, what I can say is, since life is so unpredictable and indigestable, then why think of it, pass it day to the best of what and how you to as long it benefit you, clear conscience, you're happy with it, yes working to earn more money, and if what you writen and disheartening, you will have more problem comparing with other wages, alot of peoples said this, any one born in this world, eat how much, earn how much is destined so don't think negatvely look on the brigth side of each day of your life and enjoy it

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