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Something is changing in me.... Urge.... Urge of having a child... Urge of being a mother... And it is getting stronger... Seeing pregnant woman i'll always think if i'm pregnant now i'll feel so happy.... then when think of it i'll start smiling start feeling i want a family... i want a hubby and i want to have our child... =))))) But i understand as well without building a foundation now it will be a disaster to have a family now. *sigh* ma chiam my dream ganna smash like that.... Still have to work hard now... then i can have what i want... To be a true woman..... Have a little dar.... hehehehhee.... and i want a little dia also.... kekekeke..... So sweet.... Wanted so much to experience how is it like to be a mum... to feel the little rascal moving inside me... to kick me... to punch me... ^^ see... now i'm thinking about it again....

Don't why i feel that way... or is it i'm into the age that homones changes and ready to be mummy so i starting to think about all these... But it all seems so sweet to me... hehehe.... =Þ