Thinking of going to the psychiatrist tomorrow... Should i? Shouldn't i? I break down n cry again.... I cried in Dar Dar's arm yesterday... He hugged me tight.. Today i cried in his arms again.... Wanted him to hold me tight.... I'm losing myself.... Totally uncontrollable... I need help this time... I can no longer take it i think that's my limit.... 4yrs of pain... miscalculation of yrs of loneliness n insecurity... Is that why i always can't sleep well? Is that why i hug n talk to my soft toys? i dunno... Think its time i find out what happen to me..... Its already affecting greatly to my life i need to do something to stop it... Need lots of support..

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"Accept what you are able to do and what you are not able to do;
Accept the past as past, without denying it or discarding it;
Learn to forgive yourself and to forgive others;
Don't assume that it's too late to get involved."