I feel like digging out my heart.... Then i can stop the pain.... I've been living with it for 5yrs.... why i'm still feeling like that? What goes wrong? I thought time will bring all these away from me? But why? Why am i feeling so helpless when nothing goes wrong with my life n i'm feeling hurt? Who can help me? What should i do? I'm bleeding........ i'm deeply hurt.... by myself...... =(